A Month of WTH

I haven't poste in a long time.
I can put everything in to words.
From now on I think I'll just do short little posts..
maybe, Idk.

This last month or so has been really hard.
Treatment has been really hard.
Daddy keeps going out of town.
I keep getting really sick.
OTH keeps getting closer to the end.
Everyone is moving on without me.

I'm not sure what to do.

The Case of the Missing Vampire Slayer

Buffy's missing.
Missing. as in someone took her, police are searching, missing.
The Poet just texted me and told me.
I'm trying to be supportive, but I don't know what he wants to hear.
&How are you supposed to support someone when you can't even keep your own head above water?

I'm worried. Poet says the police are looking for her.

At the same time, it crosses my mind that it could be a joke. I mean, wouldn't it be on the news and stuff?
Wouldn't it be a big deal to all of the city?

I don't know what to think.
And now I'm mad at how heartless that makes me sound.